Chapter 29: Peak Experiences, Padma, and WTF Transcendence?
I remember my first praise night for KCCC when I was a sophomore in college. It was supposed to be a big "Christian revival" event where we invited friends and family to accept Jesus into their lives as well as revive and re-awaken an existing believer's lapsed faith. At one of their weekly Friday night Gethsemane prayer meetings, I had signed up to be in the choir. Granted the only reason I joined was because my crush at the time, Esther, who was my college mate I met freshmen year and through who I joined the more Koreanized and evangelical KCCC over the more Korean American centric KCM campus ministry (boy do I regret that one now) had signed up for choir first. Look, I just wanted to be closer to her. There were about 16 of us and the choir director heard each of us sing and assigned us to our respective sections (bass, tenor, alto, soprano). How I wasn't Simon Cowell'd and immediately dismissed for my singing was an indication that she might have been more concerned with having a packed stage than us actually sounding good. For the record, I was grouped with the tenors. It's not like we were actually going to sing on our own like a Sunday service; we were backup vocals to the praise band, a combination of the most talented musicians and singers from the various campus ministries. So we spent the next several Friday nights practicing our harmonies and learning the setlist for the praise night.
The night before we gathered together in a circle and shared a prayer or expectation we had for the praise night. A few people shared how excited they were, how they knew people who were coming, how much they enjoyed singing, etc. Wanting to say something deep, and subconsciously to impress Esther, I said how for the non-converted who'll be in attendance, our singing could be their first introduction to Christianity and how the onus was on us to set a tone for the evening. A few people nodded their heads, one of my brothers from the UCI group uttered a wow, and I think a few people silently vomited in their mouths because they saw through my bullsh*t. I mean it wasn't entirely insincere. Sometimes I marvel at how pretentious I can sound, and that was not rehearsed that was completely off the dome! Right before we went up on stage the choir director implored us to bring the energy and get the crowd hyped up.
As the praise band performed we began jumping up and down, pumping our fists, and singing at the top of our lungs. All that practice with harmonies and melody went right out the window; we were singing out as loud as we could. But there I was caught up in the excitement, completely letting loose, and swept up by the Holy Spirit. Or so I thought. I hadn't been to a concert before nor a professional sporting event so I didn't have anything to compare it to. Fast forward to seeing Kendrick Lamar perform in concert for the DAMN tour in 2017 and joining a sold out crowd rapping along to "Humble" in unison and feeling that same wave of euphoria. Okay, so maybe it wasn't the Holy Spirit after all.
October 25, 2015 when I attended WWE Hell in a Cell at the Staples Center (newly renamed Crypto.com Arena). I had only begun attending live pro wrestling shows in 2014 and this was my first pay-per-view show. We sat opposite the hard camera side so that we could theoretically we could spot ourselves on camera whenever WWE held a wide shot. Watching pro wrestling felt like a very loser thing to enjoy while growing up but watching it in a live crowd with thousands of like minded "losers" was a rare feeling of community and togetherness. It's the excitement of attending a sporting event combined with nerd fandom. It's very common for wrestling fans to bring signs to the show supporting their favorite wrestler/performer or something that indicated that they were a "smark", a pro wrestling fan who knows the matches are predetermined but enjoys it nonetheless. At the time I was a loyal listener of the Cheap Heat podcast, a pro wrestling podcast by then hosts Peter Rosenberg, from HOT 97 in NYC, and David Shoemaker, author/writer for Grantland.com. I made fan signs based on the terminology they used on the show, words like "MAJ" (short for majour) for good matches and storylines and "ADJACE" (slang for adjacent to signal something was bad) and "CHOPYACHA" to poke fun at the exaggerated inflections by WWE ring announcers for the word championship. At the conclusion of each match I held up my sign to signify whether I thought a match was MAJ or ADJACE; and I held up the CHOPYACHA sign for the introduction of any championship match. An hour into the show, I realized that both Peter Rosenberg and David Shoemaker were in attendance in the VIP guests section and they spotted my signs. I waved in acknowledgement as we exchanged glances and screamed "chopyacha" in unison hundreds of yards away and separated by thousands of fans. Later in the show they walked over to our section to thank us for the support as well as take photos with us as whatever adjace match was taking place below. After they left, we exchanged high fives and screamed in jubilation at the thrilling conclusion of the final match between Brock Lesnar and the Undertaker.
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